razorinmycoffee

2003-09-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

after a while, I'm back. Unfortunately, it's only to say good bye. I'm moving on to my LJ bye.

2003-08-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

I'm back. Post-periodicals and less messed up in the head. A real post will follow as soon as I have the time... Love you all...

2003-07-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

Gyah! Blogger is screwy!!!

2003-07-24T11:02:00.000-07:00

edited sidebar.

2003-07-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

Weekend posting.

FRIDAY

I was absent from class due to fatigue. I haven't been sleeping well (duh, just check out my blogdates. they're all at weird times)
and I have a HUGE amount of things to write. Promised fanfiction and stuff. (Hope's note: I'm not taking anymore at the moment!!!)
Actually, my mum and I were both absent. Both fatigued beyond normalcy.

SATURDAY

I had my mock UPCAT thingie. The rsults are definitely not reassuring.

I finally got to go to church last Saturday. I swear, one saturday without going to church is like several Saturdays. I mish VOSA that much. Ate Maia was there!! Whee..

After mass mum and I watched 'Down With Love' and 'Lizzie Mcguire'. Both are a DEFINITE must-watch. Esp. the last scene in Lizzie. Gyah! KILIG!!!

SUNDAY

Mum and I slept all day then went to the Fort for dinner. We then bummed at Gloria Jean's - another WONDERFUL coffee place that has finally hit the Philippines. The manager gave mum a free bag of Columbian Espresso as a thank you... hehe. Yummy coffee...

I'm an insomniac with a caffeine buzz and a perverted mind! Fear me!!

oh and the link to my livejournal for Athena:

COFFEEBASED

Bahn will be at UP Manila in August?

Me too! But not to sing, I'll be there for a Biology competition.

I agree with Athena though, I want a CD! Hells, I want an invite!

And another thing for Athena:

harry potter innuendo

you'll love it 'thena!

And two Icons from hp_graphics that made me laugh.

2003-07-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

FUN THING GLEANED OFF ATE MAI'S LJ.

LiveJournal
Tarot Cards

	Boysluts
A blond git mocks your sexual preference. He makes you wanna punch him, but his overly gorgeous looks makes you end up snogging with him Gorgeous git that he is.
Divinatory Meanings: You are an immature prick who is lucky enough to have someone love you, i.e. Harry Potter. Go you.
Reversed: You are still a slimy git and no one loves you, you sad patheic, albeit luscious, boy.
Slash Percentage: Extremely high. Go, run off and drag Wonder Boy to the Astronomy Tower.

Make your own LiveJournal Tarot Card!

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2003-07-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to my Escaflowne OST- For Lover's Only.

I'm in a desperately sentimental mood... too much angst fiction... watch out people. I'm caffeineited and feeling all weepy...

Gyah.

-mutters Fanfiction titles under breath-

I'm texting with ate mai right now... ah, the pains of being a motherly earth person. It comes complete with hair loss.

Oh, yeah. I would like to say that my tital arlene rocks!!!!!
Thank you for the email T'ardene. If you only had a blog...

Updates: (I have daily updates!! Hectic ng buhay ko.)

- My Science Training Program teacher has just informed me that I have a biology competition next month (It just had to coincide with UPCAT month)
-My mock UPCAT is on Saturday. -meep- prayers please...

That's it for now...

Ah, Thank you to tita cindy for the LJ html... I'll use that when I have to put a story up...

Athena posted!!!

2003-07-13T00:52:00.000-07:00

An IQ thingie I got from Ate Mai's LJ:

Congratulations! Your general IQ score is 152.
A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 144-160 is considered to be "gifted".
To find out more, take the test here: iqtest

2003-07-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

Quizzage:

Annoying Uke Rip-off

What type of vampire are you?
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Destruction, the sixth of The Endless, you are a
rebel. You abandoned your realm, refusing to be
held responsible for all the disasters in the
world. You roam forever, trying to escape what
you are. Always on the run, and never facing
the truth, you live in denial. It's not your
responsibility, it's not your fault, and it's
not your problem, even when it is.

Which Endless are you?
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red chucks

what color chucks are you?
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my style of love is:

STORGE

Love begins as friendship and has little drama.

what's your style of love?
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Neberu: The Fiends

The Fiends directed the course of the sun, moon and
stars. They were the bearers of the complex
patterns that governed the tides, seasons and
portents of Heaven. Where they were once
oracles dispensing wisdom and warnings, they
are now the masters of nightmares and curses.

Choose your Place in Hell.
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2003-07-12T23:12:00.000-07:00

I am back! Again.

-looks at adoring crowd-
-sees empty space-

Once more, cyberspace is oddly empty. I'm typing this bit of bloggage as I scan my mum's pictures. -eyes them warily- I think they're multiplying...

I talked to (please hover!) ate mai and ate mel this morning and I'm meeting ate mel tomorrow! Kaoru's gonna accompany me...
so I can finally give the reading. That sorts makes up for not seeing them both yesterday. I was unable to go to mass cos my mum got sick.

Ate Mel told me the last resort re: what was discussed at SB last friday. I've been thinking about it... and push comes to shove, I'll help them do it. Even though I might regret it.

There's no room for regret anymore.

-pulls out 'The Libra'-

When you weigh regret and responsibility, responsibility should always win.

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Back to a happier mood.

Please hover over your OWN name. These are plugs for people unmentioned above.

waves at

Fia
Athena
Kaoru

----
-glances at TV, ARGH it's Akasha!!!-
-runs off-

-Nyssis takes over-

Nyssis: God have mercy on the people that love that girl. It's sad, really...

-Koerin whacks Nyssis and takes over-

Koerin: Nyssis is mean. AND she snores.

-Nyssis holds out a bit of Leche Flan-
-Koerin squees and retires to her bean bag with the Leche flan-

Nyssis: I live with genki idiots... save me Nicolas...

-Hope returns and kicks Nyssis out, promises that she'll finish the story soon, picks up Koerin, snitches the Leche FLan and tosses Koerin outside with everyone else-

Hope: -eats Leche Flan- And STAY OUT!

-grumbles- I need to finish their stories so they'll leave me be...

-Andrea pokes her head in-

Andrea: I smell Leche Flan...

Hope: Gyah!! -pokes Andrea out with Arnis-

People beyond the Door-which-which-must-not-open-but still-constantly-does: LECHE FLAN!!!

Hope: GYAH!!! -waves a quick farewell, transfigures her sofa into a Leche Flan and tosses it into the room of Personalities.-

-immediate cheer of delight-

Hope: Signing out... didn't make sense... too many moods floating around... The Reading opened my Personality door...

Bye.

2003-07-11T11:09:00.001-07:00

You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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"Isn't it ironic? Dont'cha think?"

2003-07-11T11:09:00.000-07:00

Most important thing:

To ate mel, ate sam and ate maia :

I have done one of my last big Readings and I am giving it to ate mel today. The Reading concerns that which we have talked about.

Other important but not urgent things:

Kampil meeting was successful even though I was slightly weirded out by this girl who asked me if I was ever happy or if I ever became hyper. (I can hear Fia guffawing loudly. Hell, I can hear EVERYONE I know guffawing loudly)

The Starbucks get-together was wonderful minus some odd thingies that I will not mention here.

People present:

Me (DUH.)
Daniel (hello!!!)
Bernie
ate mel
ate sam
ate maia
marty

AND....*cue drumroll*

KAORU!!! who came way late, (3 na po!) I mished you!!!!!!!

I had to leave early though coz of my rash. I had to go to MMC to see a doctor.

Sadnessity.

But I loved seeing everyone even if we had important and serious matters on hand and everyone was kinda tense.

Iyon. Then I had a dinner with family where I was treated like a brick. I do not exist to these people.... buti I have an online family that cares! *Belat to the Biological Family.*

Looking forward to today cos it's ate caren's bday party!!
But I have math reviews at 8 AM so it kinda sucks.
Plus it's the first Saturday since Nicolas left.

I am pathetic over this guy.

To borrow from ate mel, "Next, please!"

Iyon muna. Love to everyone.

I probably forgot to mention something.... oh well, tomorrow is another blogging day.

To Athena, read Fairy Boys SB/RL. Labshu 'Thena.

2003-07-10T10:46:00.000-07:00

The Met Post.

The Met has the shoddiest security known to man.

The most protected room is the Gold and Pottery rooms downstairs.

Walkthrough:

Entrance - double door 2 ft. apart constructed with 1/2 inch thick non-bulletproof glass. One guard: old and ailing.
Way to 'high-security room':
stairs - no cameras, no pressure pads, no motion detectors
atrium before 'high security room' - one ailing guard, a simple 'break glass' alarm.
door to hallway bet. pottery and gold rooms - two door, seven feet tall, hollow 2 inch metal door with 1/2 inch thick glass panes. Combination lock only with easy-to-hear clicks.
The walls of the rooms - consist of one long inch thick glass wall and three cement walls each.
Motion Sensor - one per room, parallel to doorway.
Cameras - facing the cement wall parallel to the glass one. Thirty degree angle from ceiling. One 360 degree camera in the pottery room with only 270 degree vision due to a pillar and its proximity to the wall.
Camera room - carelessly open
Glass Cases - respond to strong pressure.
Pillars - hollow thin asbestos sheeting with a wooden frame, bad for gunfights.
Sprinklers - none in the high room but a few smoke detectors and two fire extinguishers.
Possible escape route - second floor, niche in the back that leads to downstairs back entrance.

Possible tools - lockpicks, stethoscope, lighter, plastic explosives, gun with silencer, handy-dandy convertible carrying case (preferrably knapsack type), a bit of tear gas bombs and hairspray.

Anyone willing?

2003-07-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

Reasons to be happy:

I just talked to her on the phone and I am happy!!!
Kaoru-chan is back! (Imagine that people, Megumi missed Kaoru!)

-full details on this when Kaoru gives me license.

I am meeting ate mel , ate mai , ate sam , Kaoru , Bernie , Eden , Marty (will soon have a blog) and Daniel (ate Mel's friend!) at Starbucks!!!

-details on this after the meeting.

First Kampil meeting tomorrow!

-This is V.V.V. important because the members we have now are much better than last year's.

Had a lovely field trip.

-Yes, for the first time our class had a fieldtrip. We went to the Met and to CCP to admire the art. (Impressionist, Expressionist, Abstract Expressionist....) The Met gets its own post later.

Ate Isis and I are texting with each other!

-Yaya!!!

Divinitas has six new chappies out!!!

-YAOI and HENTAI. If interested give me a cup of coffee (comment)

Reasons to be less than happy:

I have a rash on my arm that would give Eloise Midgen (Harry Potter reference) a run for her Galleons.

-According to the doctor, I came in contact with something I'm allergic to. THough i don't recall bumping into any idiots today, so... hmmmm... I've got tablets and a topical cream for everyday.

I almost took my Economics teacher's head off.

-I fell asleep after taking the Long Test in Econ. My teacher ATTEMPTED to wake me up but it seems that I swung my arm up twice and nearly decapitated her. I only woke up when our class pres shouted in my ear, way after Miss left. (Deadly SIN alert: SLOTH.)

That's it for now.

2003-07-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

Today:

I spent my ever-so-interesting day doing two long tests. One was math and the other was Panitikan. The evilnessity of it all!!! They put my two worst subjects in one day!!!

Grargh. It’s not like I didn’t know the answers. I DID! But the Panitikan one wanted it phrased in a different way. In a way I had no idea how to use. Blech. Math was so-so. It went as well as can be expected.

The Angus Chronicles continues its circulation in my class. If I’m any lucky, I’ll get to read them before graduation. Okay lang iyon… it is my duty!!!

Daming exclamation points.

I ate dinner at the CSB hotel. Okay, I guess.

VA was spent watching ‘What Dreams May Come’. Luverly movie. Gotta love the Venice style library. (Venice- MARIUS!!!)

I am currently redoing ‘Nyssis’. The first one was really juvenile. Eww.

See! I am keeping my mind off him!!!

Sort of. BTW, thanks to Athena for that beautiful SMS re: Nicolas.

Officially not mentioning him for now. It is important that I get over this.

Okay, breathe.

I’m getting semi-obsessed with my ring. (Huge topic change) I want to use it!!! On whom?? Wala, eh.

Any suggestions?

Ooh! I just remembered I read ‘the Knighthood’ prologue. Flip! you rock!!!

I found out yesterday that…. Kaoru is COMING HOME on Thursday!!! And she is STAYING!!!

Yess!!

I hafta go na and research on Nuclear Reactors for Physics.

Bye.

P.S. ATHENA. YOU ARE A GOOD WRITER!!!!

2003-07-06T08:41:00.000-07:00

Posting:

Fluffy easy-to-read stuff first:

I watched ‘Piglet’s Big Movie’ today. It was v.v.v. cute and I couldn’t help but squeal every so often. Shows you how much of a blind sentimental creature I am. I got freaked out by Carly Simon though when she/he appeared at the ending credits. She/he just looked FRE-A-KY.

I have a poison ring! It’s pwetty and siwlver awnd it’sh got a celtic design!! *squee*

*shudder* I am trying too hard to be genki. Might bruise something in the process.

Book Wagon called and they invited us to the Book Fair! Hurrah! I am indeed blessed to have the book fair coincide with my birthday.

Now on to the angsty teenager blithering:

Nicolas
-Gack. It’s been 12+ hours since he left and I’ve been angsting quietly. I didn’t sleep until 6:30 in the morning. I felt like I could hear his plane leave. Fool of a girl that I am. I have to get over this crush. But I miss him dammit. Theme song for him is: Things I’ll Never Say by Avril Lavigne. I think I scared Flip a bit by attempting to take the church apart.

Ate Mel
- Ate and I have been plenty worried about something and surprise! We have the same views on the matter. We are both wiped thinking about it and I would like to offer it to the Higher Powers.

My Voice Teacher
-Hey bloggers out there, please pray for my voice teacher’s mum. She has leukemia. Seriously.

Quizzes:

The Master of Puppets (The art of making people
believe what you wanted was their idea)

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What Marauder are you?

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and last but not least:

Personality type: High Maintenance

You pride yourself on being assertive and direct; everyone else thinks you're bossy and arrogant. You're constantly running your mouth about topics that only you would find interesting. Your capacity for wasting other people's time is limitless. Your friends find you intolerable, that's why they're plotting to kill you.

Also drinks: Water. Bottled, chilled, with four ice cubes, a twist of lemon, in a crystal glass.
Can also be found at: Trendy martini bars

From: Starbucks Oracle

2003-07-05T10:37:00.000-07:00

Now on a less-than-happy note:

Nicolas is leaving in less than five hours and I swear that I think I'm hurting over it.

*cringe*

Worries abound.

Especially for those in 'love'.

2003-07-05T10:34:00.000-07:00

Happy news:

I have an LJ now thanks to tita cindy's wonderful community!!!!

link!!!

nothing in there yet but there will be soon!!!

2003-07-02T21:41:00.000-07:00

sira comment box ayusin later teka lang

2003-07-02T21:35:00.000-07:00

New commenting boxes thanks to ate mel!

2003-07-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

TO

ATHENA!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-30T00:55:00.000-07:00

Hey ho! Tomorrow is the Slashiest day yet! I'm posting this today to get the new around. Beautiful H/D pic done by: junkiemonkey41 a livejournal user.

BTW, a plea to all LJ users:

Please help me get an LJ!!! Onegai!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's it for now.

Ay, post comments pala in flooble cos shoutouts going gaga. I'm gonna look for a better one. Any suggestions?

2003-06-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

Okay. Major dumbass day. I seriously am pissed with this group of girls that slammed half of me into a door. Then they just laughed. Gyargh. I couldn't resist but call them dumbasses as I passed by their table. Patience is not my virtue. They can just be thankful that I did not take them apart limb from limb and stick their heads on a pole.

Nyssis: Breathe!!!!

*breathes*

Then there was classmate who I will name Tekla. Tekla's group was sitting in front of me, Lerant and Yasi. Of course, Yasi, Lerant and I were talking about HP5. Tekla's friend didn't want me talking about it, so she left and after her went the whole kit 'n caboodle. Tekla passed by us and said, "ang kakapal ninyo."

Gyargh. I was in good mood today!!!

In non-violent news, I am now a worshiping follower of this Charismatic band called 'Gen Rev'.

Yayers.

Too pissed to post anything else.

Signing out.

2003-06-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

For 'thena: wait for my email that I will hopefully send tonight.

Posting starts now.

Putsa! Ako'y natuturat!!! I've got LSS = 'harana'. I've been foggy the whole bloody morning and I think sleeping two periods straight is bad for me because my coordination sucks more than usual. Eden saved me from walking into a wall.

Ate Mel: My friends Ollie and Gracie agree with you re: HIM. (not nicki.)

Speaking of Nicki... he's leaving in *starts counting on her fingers* 12 days!!!! Eargh!!!!!!!

2003-06-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Okay. I finished the HP5 book yesterday. It took me a whole 3 1/2 hours collectively. *pout* I read so bloody SLOW!

And I would love to post spoilers but I love my head as well.

Comment when you've read it so I know when to post my long rant and rave.

To those who've read it: WHo knew that my banner'd be prophetic?

ANd WHY oh WHY must Nicki leave??????? Life will never be as glorious. At leat he might be coming home for Yule Season.

And ate mel thinks somebody likes me!!! Ack!!!

Okay. HP has officially addled my poor brain. will post better next time.

2003-06-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

A new concept! A long post in songfic form! It isn’t a fic. I attempting to connect with myself.

SWAY - Bic Runga:

*Don't stray, don't ever go away,

-I was going through my mind’s files and oddly enough, I feel empty. There’s a large lack of people in my head. Even on the outside, I feel alienated. The more people I meet, the less I can connect with them. My people skills have never been exceedingly fantastic.

*I should be much too smart for this, you know it gets the better of me.

-There are times when I know what the problem is. I know how to solve it. But somehow, I can’t. I can rail all I want and seem as happy as I can, but in truth, I’m wallowing, and I hate it.

*Sometimes, when you and I collide,

-Everyone has his or her own problems and I try to help. I want to lean on someone without feeling like a loser. But sometimes, that’s all I have. The feeling that I’m a loser, and that while I was angsting, the world had ended and I didn’t notice. I feel self-involved.

*I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time, don't let me drown.

-And instead of taking my mind off it, I hover around it, much like a child about to lose a tooth. I jiggle it with my tongue and I know I must be doing more harm than good, but I just want to feel the pain and its small way of blocking it out. It’s as if I want to be in pain.

*Let me down, I say it's all because of you.

-I’ve been receiving good advice left and right. And it smothers me. I love that it smothers me. I feel loved even as I asphyxiate.

*And here I go, losing my control,

-And yes, I am losing control. Just like in Avril Lavigne’s ‘Anything But Ordinary’, Sometimes, I drive so fast, just to feel the danger. I need a constant jumpstart for my senses. Today, at Troika Hall, I bathed myself in the cold. The weather was already chilly but, I couldn’t feel it. It’s the same way I insist on wearing hot outfits to just feel it.

*I'm practicing your name, so I can say it to your face.

-And then there’s the near-constant stream of crushes. Especially the top two. I can barely show that I’m giddy. Help me, I’m constipated. Is it really wrong to feel that? I don’t want to accept anything. I’m holding out for high impossibilities. Maybe I believe in Fairytales as well.

*It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye,

-There are times when I feel unworthy enough to just be a blind follower. There’s a constant feeling of there are so many more talented people. Intelligent. I recall a conversation that started with, “Why do you care about what other people can do?” I didn’t answer then but here it is: “Because I don’t feel like I’m worth it. I try to put myself out but there’s always that last bit of hesitation. It’s like when I punch the walls. I hesitate right before the punch and I know that I’m gonna lose my hand that way. But I still do it. And I admire people that go from day to day hitting the bull’s eye. I know what my problem is. It’s that I admire everyone for their talents. I know I must be talented somewhere in me. But I don’t believe it.”

*And let all the things you mean to me, come tumbling out my mouth.

- I try to tell people about this. Obviously, I never do. But due to much prompting, I am learning to type what I feel. The painful thing is if I will ever get the strength to post this. I am taking baby steps. I feel hated and insecure. And I hate it. I hate so many things that I can hardly think straight. All of these things are about me.

*Indeed it's time, to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true.

-And really, I don’t deny that I think I’m pathetic. And I can’t tell if you think I am.

*Say you'll stay, don't come and go, like you do.
Sway my way, yeah I need to know all about you.

-By knowing and helping people, maybe I’ll help myself. And maybe by acting this way all the time, all of you’ll eventually get up and go. I won’t stop anyone.

*And there's no cure, and no way to be sure,

-It could be paranoia. The same way a person who reads a medical manual is convinced that he has all the diseases. He’ll never know until he goes to the doctor, and yet he’s afraid to find out. He never gets that nearly all diseases have most of the same symptoms. He knows how to end his misery. I do as well. I know that a screw must be loose up there, either that or everyone’s like this and they’re just hiding it.

*Why everything's turned inside out, instilling so much doubt.

-The more I learn the less I know. I soul-search and soul-search but I don’t even know what to watch out for. I’m self-diagnosing with my eyes closed. Sometimes I feel well enough to pretend. Other days, I’m just trying to be blank for the sake of being non-hysterical.

*It makes me so tired, I feel so uninspired,

- I’m spending time wondering if I am worthy enough to live. The air is dry and uninteresting. The crisp train of thought has hit a blockade. And I’m a passenger trying to help the driver fix the train. But I’m all alone.

*My head is battling with my heart, my logic has been torn apart.

-I can always abandon this and shed some skin like I always do. Might as well try to if I’m gonna spend my life wondering. Logic has no handhold. It’s a bystander.

*And now, it all turns sour, come sweeten, every afternoon.

-I just want to be content. But to be content means accepting myself.

Chorus x 2

-And even the usual things that repeat and repeat are a challenge. Auto-pilot isn’t working anf I left the map at home.

*It's all because of you, it's all because of you.

- And I can’t blame anyone.

*Now it all turns sour, come sweeten, every afternoon.

-They’ve saved me and distracted me.

*It's time, tell you why, I say it's infinitely true.

-And I love them as much as I loathe myself.

2003-06-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

We had a semi-boring day. It's the second bloody day of school and I'm already on autopilot.

2003-06-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

Random quizzage.

What's Your Outlook on Life?
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2003-06-16T07:52:00.000-07:00

A little confection before you read about my ‘day’. It’s the last part of my back story for Nyssis and Nicolas.

- Unlike my flashy and over-endearing ancestor, Lestat, I am not one for being everyone’s something. I’m afraid that that gene skipped me over entirely. I am not a pet or a bratty prince. I am not meant to be loved or dominated.

Ever since my preternatural transfiguration, Nicolas has been watching me fastidiously for signs that I am turning into a show-off. I believe he expects that I will start dancing in front of the crowds of New York and that I plan to expose us all with dreams of rock star proportions.
Monsieur, how many times will I tell you that I am not him?!
I assure him nightly that I do not have the urge to end our existence, yet his kisses are hesitant. That in itself declares that he still wonders.

Speaking of my Nicolas, he is seated behind me at the piano, composing some new song or other. To me, this suggests lines to be memorized and dances to practice repeatedly. Even patient Zenobia takes a stand when she sees that the fledglings like me are thirsty for blood. Though nowadays, she has had to insist quite strongly. Nicki seems to have hit a strong obsessive streak and he never wants to stop. Our human members often leave a mere hour after we start, their arms are numb, they say. Their feet have given out. I agree. Even Avicus’ limbs grow stiff. Nicolas, does not care except when I wrap my arms around him and drag him to hunt.

The other members of the coven of the Articulate have gone their separate ways, as they are wont to do. The only blood drinkers in New York are the Choir of ‘The Cathedral’, though I believe Armand is lurking in and out of the city with Sybelle and Benji.

Maharet and Mekare have repaired to one of their many hideaways with quite a few of our number, the children of the millennia most of all. They have started their months of debate and discussion once more. They are truly the elders

I wonder though where my Lestat has gone and if my Lestat and his small coven are coming home to our ‘Cathedral’ anytime soon. I assume he will come in a few weeks and David will praise me for being so scholarly, writing my memoirs at such an early age. Louis’d probably even comment that it was as if I expected to die.

The very notion of me wanting to die!

Never, not without them all.

Yours In the Blood,
Nyssis of Lioncourt
Or
Hope the Vampire

In the Fall of an Unrecordable Year.

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Another longer-than-usual post. I intend to make up for everyone’s internet silence I guess. Is this a plot to make me write long posts? Hmm… conspiracy… (Nyssis: Baka! The world does not revolve around you! Me: It was just a joke!!!)

As you can see, Nyssis has completely moved into my head. As interesting as it is to have a logical person talking in my head, I’m getting a headache.

Anyway, shallow news bullets first.

-Integration officially started with school today. My frosh was late by an hour, so I made her do 20 pumps in the middle of the field. Yes, I let her explain. And then I smiled and pointed to the field. Hope does not equate to Patience. Cruel, I know. Nagtago ba naman siya. Plus, when she arrived, she had the gall to make a face!!! She got off easy.

-Eden and I are collaborating on a manga.

-I am addicted to Avril. I blame Flip.

Theme Song for the Day is:

Mobile
Went back home again
this sucks gotta pack up and leave again
say goodbye to all my friends
can't say when I'll be there again
It's time now to turn around
Turn my back on
EVERYTHING (turn my back on) everything....
[chorus]
Everythings changing when I turn around all out of my control I'm a mobile.
Everythings changing when I turn around all out of my control I'm a mobile.
Start back at this life
Stretch myself back into the vibe
I'm waking up to say I've tried
Instead of waking up to another TV GUIDE
It's time now to turn around
Turn and walk on this crazy ground oh oh oh....
[chorus]
Everythings changing when I turn around all out of my control I'm a mobile
Everythings changing out of what I know everywhere I go I'm a mobile
I'm a mobile
Hanging from the ceiling lifes a mobile spinning round
with mixed feelings crazy & wild ...
sometimes I wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD ....
Everythings changing
everywhere I go
All out of my control
Everythings changing
everywhere I go out of what I know

Back to Posting:

I really miss summer break. Give me decent conversation and a frap any day.

Our club core had a meeting awhileago and we covered a lot.

That’s it for now.

2003-06-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

I am currently working on the back story of Nyssis and Nicolas. I will post it ASAP.

2003-06-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

Which HP Kid Are You?

2003-06-14T11:00:00.001-07:00

Quizzage:

You are a tortoiseshell or calico cat. Man, are you
nuts or what? You should try taking some
tranquilizers. Calm down, you hyper thing!
You've got a great personality though. You're
so lively and you are known for getting into
mischief.

What color of cat are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

So what was up with that hair gel, anyway? No, no,
no, Draco's hair is straight. And long. And
flowing. And adorable. Not all stiff.

What About The Harry Potter Movies Annoys You Most?
brought to you by Quizilla

What Kind Of Fanfiction!Draco Are You?
a quiz from pot and staffs
You are one of the most common forms of Draco in fanfiction. Yes yes, you used to be a sadistic bastard, but you've CHANGED! Many writers can pull you off, because you're adaptable to almost any fluffy romance. But you can also be confused and angst-ridden. Any way you look at it, you're a fic writer's dream. Go you!
Likely Pairings: Draco/Harry, Draco/Anyone outside of Slytherin

I am a raving lunatic...aw.

Which adorable kitten are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Buzz buzz, I am Coffee flavoured.

I am popular in the workplace, even though I am often bitter. I am energetic to the point of being frenetic; buzz buzz, out of my way. I tend to overwork myself and need periods of recovery time. What Flavour Are You?

and one I took twice:

Which Harry Potter Characters Are You The Child Of?
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Which Harry Potter Characters Are You The Child Of?
brought to you by Quizilla

2003-06-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

Okay. I have just spent the night laughing my poor head off.

Seriously. I’m getting ready for the ‘Headless Hunt’.

Nyssis: Corny mo talaga.
Hope: Look! Nicolas!
Nyssis: Where? *zooms off*

All Harry Potter fans must go to these places.

1
2
3
4
5

6
7
8

This wonderful LJ user has compiled a list of really but true idiotic HP fiction summaries, found on ff.net. Fantastic. You must also read the comments after.

Some interesting examples of side-splitting comments are:

You can hex, and you want sex, something to spice up your life
Severus, you Stud Machine, you are the Duelling Queen!

Friday night and the lights are low
Homework’s done, so you find a foe,
You go to the Great Hall, get in the swing,
Go in to look for a King

Not anyone could be that guy!
Neville’s too dumb and Lockhart’s high,
But then you see him; everything is fine
He gives you that emerald glance
And when you get the chance…

You are the Duelling Queen; he’s young and sweet, but now he’s eighteen!
Duelling Queen, your robes should be silver lamé and green!
You can hex, you can stun him! Having the time of your life…
Severus, smart and mean, you are the Duelling Queen!

You’re a teacher but he turns you on!
When his potion’s brewing, it’s hard to stay strong
You try to find another, but only one will do (Harry’s the one for you!)
You want to get in his pants
And will when you get the chance!

You are the Duelling Queen, infatuated with his eyes of green!
Duelling Queen, hot for Potter cause he’s so lean!
You’ll beat him, you’ll take his wand, you’ll be his snarky wife!
Severus, you are so mean, you are the Duelling Queen!

By: aldalindil

Meanwhile, Hermione is staying at stately Malfoy Manor. Little does she know that Lucius Malfoy is really Batwizard and his young son is Dragon, Boy Wonder...

By: bobthetrout

By reading these lovely lists, you will most likely add a year or two to your life.

*dabs eyes with hanky*

2003-06-14T10:58:00.000-07:00

Ate Melina has been successfully integrated into our church choir!!!

To: ate mel

‘Nicolas’ is to be worshipped! Bring Flip next time!

Father’s Day tomorrow. Yipee.

The RK RPG is up!!!

2003-06-12T04:08:00.000-07:00

It is Independence Day pala. That's why there's no school. Silly me.

Weirdly enough, ate sam and I had a slightly philo conversation about that before she left for class the first time.

Yes, I was in Starbucks, taft, again. My lovely lil cave. If I were St. Benedict, I'd forske Subiaco and stay in a Starbucks. Silly monk.

My morning was spent in SB with my espresso frap until ate sam arrived around 8:30 in the AM. Ate and I had another lovely conversation where I told her 'bout Nyssis' character development. Ate disappeared ate around 9:15 AM. I settled down again and returned to Ovid.

Ate Noey arrived around 10:00 AM. We had a bit of conversation and then ate Sam arrived at 10:30 AM.
Ate Noey departed at 'round eleven AM. Ate Sam and I talked about her upcoming Weiss fic and the X men one as well and then moved on to Philo.

At round 12+ PM, ate sam suggested lunch. I saved the table in SB while ate got KFC foodstuffs.

And then, voila. I met Burn. He asked me where I had gotten my "metamorphoses".

Burn and I were having a lovely conversation. We had a lot in common. Plus, Burn was a bishounen. heheheh We had read the same books, he came from seattle, had a lovely twang, he loved spicy food, was gonna become a nurse and he thought that I was in college until I corrected him.

It's either I'm in 5th grade or college. Make up your bloody minds.

And then ate sam soon came back with the foodstuffs.

Then, Burn's male 'companion' arrived.

Burn smiled genially and introduced the newcomer, "This is my boyfriend."

The shit hit the industrial fan.

HOOOOO-EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!

To our (ate sam and I) credit, we recovered v.v. quickly.

We continued to talk a bit and then ate sam and I concentrated on our foodstuffs.

Ate Noey then came and we introduced her to the happy couple. Once again Burn said, "this is my boyfriend." I then rushed to the counter and ordered a double espresso frap to calm myself. I did this all very demurely.

We had snippets of conversation na lang and then ate sam left for class at one and then ate noey left for home.

The Bishounen and his Boyfriend were still there.

I went back to Ovid and then cranked up the OST of 'Queen of the Damned' to maximum.

I almost had a C-R-U-S-H on the guy.

They eventually left and then Burn shook my hand and asked if I'd be in the area any time soon. I said maybe but not really b'coz class started. He told me to look him up if ever.

They left and I downed my Frap in one gulp.

I had just experienced the 'Perfect Guy is slashy syndrome'. Woah.

To recuperate, I headed to SSC where I bumped in the SCO pres and told my encounter with the Bish.
She gave me her condolences and I skipped off to help my classmate Tina answer her UP forms.

Obviously I'm still on a coffee buzz.

And I'm still in St. Scho, internetting.
I p

2003-06-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

just came from flip's blog where he has just uploaded a part of his story "the knighthood". Lovely bit of work that everyone must read.

p.S> please review to the poem down there.

2003-06-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

Just came from

2003-06-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

An attempt at poetry.

I’m Fine

I’ve been talking absent-mindedly again
And my eyes can barely stay open
I know that it’s rude
It’s callous and undignified
But, I can’t help but drift off.
I’m obsessed, counting the hours
Obsessed enough to ponder
What’s up with you?
I’m searching for logic,
Looking for constants,
I know there’s no pattern to follow
But I can’t let myself go that easy
So I’d rather analyze you
Than tell you that, yes, I can feel.
Everyone’s asking if I’m fine
I try to look bemused
And redirect the question at them
There’s nothing wrong with me
My tongue is loose
And I’m too busy thinking
To monitor anything I’m saying
They’re all staring
And I’m just trying
To keep a semblance of dignity
Maybe they’ll let me be
Enough to let me think
Just a little bit
Grasp what I know
And nail it in place.
I feel like everyone’s watching
And I can’t get them to turn away.
I must be losing myself
Can’t even use a simple glare
To drive them all away
You’ve made me think too hard
That I’ve fried all other functions
I can only focus on
Endless possibilities
Won’t someone just hold my
Head for me
I can’t keep it up anymore.

2003-06-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

first day of school yesterday, no school tom and friday.

Why's the make me go to school for two days only, huh?

Cara-chan's letter gave me a big load of WAFF. I wuvs my little sister in Aussie-land.

People keep on asking me if I'm okay. I spent a normal summer, does that make me weird?

Ya, not coherent.

2003-06-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

Random quizzage:

You excel at Quidditch. You're either a jock or
just love the game, but then again who
wouldn't. You're a natural on the broom and
there may be prospects of you making it to the
big leagues.

Which Class at Hogwarts Would You Excel at?
brought to you by Quizilla

You are Igraine, the mother of King Arthur. You go
with the flow, never putting yourself before
others. Igraine lived by her duty whether it
was to her crown, her husband, or her country.

Which Lady of Camelot Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Your an ice spirit. Your very deep in your own
ways, and very intellectual. Although some
people may define you as crazy. You usually
like to be alone and probably only have a few
close freinds.

What kind of myth should you be?(for girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla

2003-06-08T17:03:00.000-07:00

May pasok na bukas! That means less blogging! Sadness...

2003-06-08T17:02:00.000-07:00

For yesterday naman:

Ahh… my mom and I had foot massages today and I feel relaxed enough to melt into the floor.

Quizzes:

Lestat

What Anne Rice vampire would you be?
brought to you by Quizilla

Which Harry Potter Marauder Are You?

and a couple of banners that Athena will prolly have soon:

2003-06-08T16:48:00.000-07:00

Social Plugging for Friday, June 6, 2003

Hover above your name please.

Onee-chans

ate sam, ate mel, ate maia, ate krys, and ate ekai.

The Fellowship of the Tiramisu

Ej
Flip

Cyril
Doggie

And finally to the Frog who does not have a blog to my limited knowledge: Do not sue us if we annoyed you by throwing coins. Thank You.

2003-06-06T22:47:00.000-07:00

okay. just woke up properly. joy.

Last Night, was funfunfun. Will describe when more coherent.

I wonder if the frog's okay...

2003-06-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

This is for Thursday:

Gonna get rid of the not-so-serious stuff first.

I just got back from Ateneo and UP. I got my Application forms for the latter but the former school didn’t have any yet.

I would like to thank Homer Uy of the NIGS department of UP for giving me HTML help.

ate Sam

Deeper stuff now.

This is only for ate maia

2003-06-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

This post was for Wednesday:

This is yet another attempt at a long post. Go me.

I slept at an atrocious time this morning due to an inexplicable urge to re-color my blog. This blog, in fact.

I woke up six-bloody-AM, and am currently waiting for my ride to UP, in the form of my tita. It’s 10:15 AM and I swear that I feel tired enough to sleep until mid-afternoon. I swear, I’m a nocturnal creature.

Aren’t all foxes with caffeine highs like that?

-0-

I have someone to address: Naome.

(nice bloody segue. It’s so bloody obvious that I am not coherent)

Naome, this place is not an RP. It is an online journal where a coffee-brained minor is running around trying to write how she feels. The flooble, is a commenting system that works on the same premise as chat. The people on it, like Bahn , Athens are my friends and are not characters. They are real flesh-and-blood.

I am perfectly all right with you hanging around my blog, but I would like to get to know you better first. I would especially like to know how you found my blog.

But, I am warning you, in the politest manner that I can dredge up from years of catholic schoolgirl days, that if you are here just to mess things up or play with our minds, please find another place to use up your psychotic energies.

But, if you are here to interact with people, share bits of new information about anything interesting and/or just want new friends, this place welcomes you.

-0-

Bahn
please stop picking on Naome. She hasn’t done anything to you. I want to keep this blog peaceful.

-0-

Social Pluggage:
Thanks to:

ate mel and ate sam for spending a HUGE amount of time with me. I love talking about theology with you guys, haven’t done it in the longest time.

ate maia

Lantish

Doggie

Cyril

That’s it for now.

2003-06-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

I saw Blackwood farm, hardbound in national glorietta

2003-06-04T12:22:00.000-07:00

New colorful layout with links that have the thingie like plugs!

2003-06-04T12:19:00.000-07:00

After five tries later........

EARGH!

2003-06-04T11:57:00.000-07:00

attempting to tweak my blog at an ungodly hour.

2003-06-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

Athena check the above out. ^ - ~ More fiction.

Am watching Vandread now.

2003-06-01T18:09:00.000-07:00

trying to read the new excerpt of Young Wizards but my puter won't let me! Could someone please get it for me at this page and email it to me? Onegaaaaiiiii!

2003-06-01T18:06:00.000-07:00

I feel naff...

2003-06-01T18:04:00.000-07:00

Sugar are sunshine aren't you? The kind of person
people turn to for help.... just make sure your
good nature doesn't get you trampled on.

How do people see you?
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ooh. a lot of people may disagree with this.

2003-06-01T18:02:00.000-07:00

My new service provider is a big arse head.

2003-06-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

Just got home from Tagaytay, having accompanied my mother on her retreat.

I must say that the weather up there is downright lovely. All fog, rain and cloud. It’s enough to inspire any fanfiction writer. Unless you’re me of course, and then you’d be whanging your head on the bloody wall screaming, “Why, oh fucking why, did I not bring my laptop?!”

I did that on the second-floor of the newly opened Starbucks, Tagaytay. (A NEW DISCOVERY! Will describe later.)

I spent three days and two nights with nothing but my clothes, my arnis stick and only five books, which I finished on the night of the first day. Bloody har-de-har-har.

Athena has changed site and I will update my links. (To ‘Thena: Draco/Harry is a noteworthy occupation, ne?) I love your new site!!! I especially love that Kurama Picture! How could I have been so negligent to Kurama-sama!!! (It starts with an I, hope-chan, an I.) I adore that ‘I’. Plus, I took that thingie at sortin-hat.com I seem to be a perpetual Gryffindor.

WIDTH="88" HEIGHT="130" ALT="Want to Get Sorted?">

I'm
a Gryffindor!

I saw ate mel and ate sam on the day I left civilization and I must say that I missed both of you a lot!!! To ate sam: I will start that Ronald Weasley Fic asap!!! The world must know of his wasted time in the Chamber of Secrets.

Oh yeah, before I forget, I will now describe Starbucks, Tagaytay.

Starbucks, Tagaytay was just opened last, last Friday. It stands on the bottom of an incline to the right of the Rotonda. My mother and I only spotted the fact that it existed due to a ragged little banner saying it was open.

Tagaytay was zero visibility at that time and we were apprehensive at going down the incline. Personally, I was courting images of falling off the ‘bangin’, (editor’s note: ‘bangin’, contrary to what I believed as a child, in a steep and deep ravine in tagalog. I used to think that ‘bangin’ was a shortcut for ‘a banging’, which you would definitely get if you fell into a ‘bangin’.) ,when I saw the siren logo of Starbucks. I squealed, jumped out of the Revo and nearly tackled the Security guard.

Upon entering the ‘Caprichos’ (read Figgs and Phantoms), I ordered, got my order and then gaped at the beauty of the building. This puppy had a second floor that was OPEN-AIR, presenting a BE-YOO-TIFUL (albeit tilted) view of Taal Lake. Heavenly. I could see myself lounging there with a good book and a group of friends, quietly laughing at some paragraph.

The downstairs was equally wondrous, couches in abundance. I sat at a corner booth and savored the foggy terrain. A bishounen! My Kingdom for a Bishounen! I wanted to stay a bit more but Okaa-sama dragged me off to the Retreat House. I conveniently forgot my umbrella there. Didn’t know then, but I realized on the way home, two days later. Needless, to say, mummy lost the centered ‘feel’ she had gotten. It was her favorite umbrella.

That’s it for now.

And two quizzes picked from Ivy’s blog .

"i would kill you,but i'm on probation."

what's your saying?
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You're Hamlet! One of Shakespeare's greatest
works, you're full of complexity, subplot,
character devlopment, deep inner
monologue...you must be an intriguing person!

What Shakespearean play are you?
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Wondering why this is so long?

I was up on a bloody mountain for three days, alone, with no one to talk to. Do the math.

My ISP is on the fritz, claiming error 645. Haha, changing to a new card.

2003-05-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

"It may be that your sole purpose in life is to serve as a warning to others."

Got this off badcookie.com

It's a fortune cookie site. Fun.

2003-05-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

I am waiting for anyone to realize that hey! Hope's alive pala!

2003-05-26T17:50:00.000-07:00

for ate mel naman

2003-05-26T17:49:00.000-07:00

I love being Miaka-hime. Being Miaka helps you bounce back with startling speed.

Am replying to Elvira's email now.

2003-05-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

it's raining small animals in the PHilippines!!! Ye-hay! Though I feel cold.

2003-05-26T17:46:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, I am getting good at linking.

2003-05-26T17:45:00.000-07:00

Clear- Harry Draco fic which will cheer Athena up!

2003-05-26T17:43:00.000-07:00

This is so KAWAII!!! Found it off diane duane-sama . It is the cutest thing and it is perfect for any biologist. I wuv it.

2003-05-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

Just deleted a post.

S2pid me.

Is anyone okay yet? Internet moods have been psychotically bad recently. Can I help anyone?

2003-05-23T18:39:00.000-07:00

Why aren't we meeting on the net?

2003-05-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

Just got home from Villa Escudero. T'was fun.

I nanced the mood thingie of Athena's blog. I'm achy because of rafting. Poor me and my incapability to raft.

That's it for painful now.

2003-05-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

And I *SO* can cook Bahnwelt-sama. *sticks tongue out and blows a raspberry*

2003-05-22T06:23:00.000-07:00

Okay so we have a kenshin RP. We, being Bahn, Kaoru, Eden, Athena and me. So we're recruiting people to join. Ask
athena where that will be put up. (yeah, I did that plug without looking at my kodigo!)

Taken chara are : Kenshin, Kaoru, Sano, Yahiko and Megumi.

Me is going to Villa Escudero tomorrow where I will meet up with my childhood friend zach and drag him all over so he can tell me about the history of the place.

2003-05-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

changed weather pixie

2003-05-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

Gyaaahh. I am not posting on my darkblog for a while. Made myself so depressed... I hate being depressed so I'm gonna forget it all. Hn. I am not going to stay down. I refuse to get stuck in the muck of my mind. Some people depend on me to be genki and strong, so I won't let them and myself down.

I'm so selfish to be worried about things like that. I need to realize that even though I have mental/emotional problems, I should not let thst stop me. Dammit! Miaka-hime am I!

2003-05-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

You are Trinity, from "The Matrix."
Strong, beautiful- you epitomize the ultimate
heroine.

What Matrix Persona Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Okay. SUre. Whatever

2003-05-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

Magical Girl

What is your anime occupation? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

err. I SO can cook! *starts takign 'puter apart*

2003-05-22T01:49:00.000-07:00

You're Kel!

Which Tortallan Female Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

It's 4:49 in the RP, and I just wanted you all to know that your good friend Hope, is on a quiz spree because she is stuck in St. Scho until Seven tonight. In revenge, she is using St. Scho's internet.

Have pity on the wee lass.

2003-05-20T18:14:00.000-07:00

quizzes, nanced off tita cindy's LJ which ihave been meaning to link for soem time now.

So here goes... LINK!

Which Fanfiction Term Are You?
a quiz from pot and staffs

You are completely HyperNeko! Way too much energy
for your own good, you're constantly pouncing
things and running around in circles mewing.
Cute, though.

Which member of the Neko Hordes are you?
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What shounen-ai 'ship' from Gensomaden Saiyuki season one are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Just got Elvira's email, but I haven't replied. Teka lang...

2003-05-20T17:25:00.000-07:00

To the darkblog once more!!!!

2003-05-20T11:50:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah. To the darkblog!

2003-05-20T11:41:00.000-07:00

okay I give up on MSN. Takes too fricking long

2003-05-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

Insomnia attack. Plus downloading MSN messenger.

2003-05-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

2003-05-19T08:44:00.001-07:00

OKay, watch the bishounen fly as I add my adopted boysluts!

2003-05-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

OKay, watch the bishounen fly as I add my adopted boysluts!

2003-05-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

You are Angst!

Which Stereotypical CLAMP emotion are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

well, damn, isn't that the PERPETUAL CLAMP emotion?

Genjo Sanzo

Which Saiyuki Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

But, I'm NOT seme!

Take 'The Which Sanzo Tachi-lover boy Are You?' Quiz
@ Yaoi-Junkie

Contradicting tests!

Take the Quiz at Yaoi-Junkie

yep, I'm a good guy.

You're a jerk and you love it. Cretins of the
world, unite!

Who are you in the Harry Potter or Hogwarts Universe?
brought to you by Quizilla

then again...

2003-05-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

Quiz GALORE!

You are a MASTERMIND BADASS!

You are resourceful and talented. You get your job
done completely and quickly, with a silky-
smoothness that benefits whatever side you
choose to be on. Your overseers appreciate the
great advantages you bring to their
organization and they probably like you (unless
you don't want them to), and they will continue
to do so until you've stolen their seats of
power out from under them.

What Type of Badass Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

mya-ha-ha!!!!

The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

saw that coming ne, veron?

You are the cold, calm, and collected undisputed leader of Schwarz. You're an American and tend to be 20 flights of stairs ahead of the enemy. it's hard NOT to be ahead of everyone when you can see the immediate future. You dislike a lot, disagree a lot with the actions of your emotionally-driven, hotheaded, vengeful team mates. You're determined and will not let anything stand in your way of cleansing society, especially Weiß. The bad thing is? You are probably the biggest ass of the whole anime/manga. You don't care about anybody really, you basically use everyone to get to your goal, and the only reason why you are leader is because everyone's scared shitless of you. People either hate or love you...that is OKAY with you though, because you still get a few more fangirls than Farfarello & it's all due to the fact that you are one hot bastard.

What member of Schwarz are you?

I wanted NAGI!!! *sobs*

2003-05-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

Please direct yourself to the dark blog.

2003-05-18T18:49:00.000-07:00

added later:

okay, so it wasn't coherent.

on a coherent note, I got a shiny big jingle bell! I love bells! I immediately attached it to my skirt and jingled all through Glorietta like a demented Lilin.

2003-05-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

Back online!

***warning. this post will be full of fangirlishness

IYAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i WATCHED THE MATRIX: RELOADED AND IYAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

*dances happily*

you must all watch the matrix. watchitwatchitwatchit.

Me loves the ghosts... SOBRANG BITIN THOUGH! my heart nearly stopped and i squeaked a horrified, 'what? what happened?'

'it's like wiping your ass with silk."
hehehehehehe.

2003-05-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

Okay, I hate having asthma. i have been doped up with cough medicine and all sorts of inhalers.

It was so much fun to see the Pantheon! Yay! Though for only a short short time, my mother yanked my leash. *audible meep!*

Last Ditch Attempts always work, ne, Maia-neechan?

2003-05-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

i am currently at cybert, internetting. I swear, boredom will be the death of me. i was reading tale of the body thief in the IMC and i just fell asleep! Dammit. Then I've been feeling homicidal rages again. Odd. I'm flicking over to the dark blog.

2003-05-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

Condolences to Alessa. I stand where you need me.

2003-05-11T09:38:00.000-07:00

Jeezus Christ read this. divinitas

it's shounen-ai and I think only Athena will read it. Be-yootiful! In progress and unfinished.

PLUG!
This plug is the author of divinitas.

I am gonna prance over to the dark blog in a while. follow me.

2003-05-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

yes, 'dette, I did get to talk to Kaoru.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, ONE AND ALL.

short, I know, but I'm rushing.

2003-05-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

This is an old post that I neglected to put up.

To: Kaoru, my dearest Yaone look-a-like

I will miss you desperately. Have fun bringing those caucasians over to the anime' side. Remember that as long as blogs and the WWW exist, you are not alone. And if anybody bullies you, I will kill them. Have fun and remember, there's no Lali Ventilator in the US. *big smile and hug* Ba naman, I stayed up the whole night and day just to say goodbye to you and you weren't there. Good thing the people in your house were cooperative enough to give me your dad's celly number.

Love
Hope

P.S. Always here.

2003-05-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

I am working on a new story/novel, entitled, "Gods among Us" Wish me luck!

2003-05-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

I am working my was through the fourth season of Ranma 1/2 thanks to Mr. JJ, who is in the US.

Ranma and Ryoga are hot!!!

2003-05-04T22:09:00.000-07:00

okay, I have had my hair cut.

I freaked out though afterwards.

The hairdresser tied my hair, and I was all, okay... why is he doing that...

and with one fell swoop, he chopped it off! My hair is as long as Akane Tendo's! I've never had hair this short! *sobs*

On the brighter side, I have a copy of the 'Book of the Dead'! Yehey! But of course, it's not the 'the book of the dead'. it's based on the cleanest plates ever found. Papyrus found in some nobleman named Ani's tomb. I love it! and it was only P425! Plus, I got it on the last day of Powerbook's 20% off sale!

Oh yes... I am so happy.

2003-05-03T13:35:00.000-07:00

holy crapping hell, this demented, less-than-intelligent minimus! that shout outer without a cause! ate mai should bring out her almighty spatula and tear strips out of her/his hide. ate sam, i am behind you.

2003-05-02T08:57:00.000-07:00

one week later...

I did go rukawa-ish during reviews. Why isn't anyone going to my other blogs? :(
Ate Sam is being pestered by someone with a small but curseword loaded vocab. Good luck to her. Ate Maia is going to vivisect that person.

I couldn't get into Mr. Charlie's bloggie... why? Is it my 'puter's fault?

Okay, I am being very nonsensical. Transferring to dark.

2003-04-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

I am fading out now. I have Entrance exam reviews tom and it wouldn't be good for me to go all Rukawa-ish in the middle of Physics.
Bye-a!

2003-04-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

Priestess sure looks like that Kreuk girl from Smallville...